لا تقطوا من رحمة الله

Sahih International

Say, "O My servants who have transgressed against themselves [by sinning], do not despair of the mercy of Allah . Indeed, Allah forgives all sins. Indeed, it is He who is the Forgiving, the Merciful."

Malay

Katakanlah (wahai Muhammad): "Wahai hamba-hambaKu yang telah melampaui batas terhadap diri mereka sendiri (dengan perbuatan-perbuatan maksiat), janganlah kamu berputus asa dari rahmat Allah, kerana sesungguhnya Allah mengampunkan segala dosa; sesungguhnya Dia lah jua Yang Maha Pengampun, lagi Maha Mengasihani.

Salam..

its been quite a while I guess, since i've ever wrote something here..

to sum up, after a glorious summer break, i went back to continue my studies

in an another new trunk of medicine.

i have to go by the final two years of medicine as a student, the fifth and sixth years.

InsyaAllah it'll go well till the end.

speaking of which, it really seems that i'm about to finish this hell of a kind to study medicine.

a lot has been achieved and a lot of things had happen along the way.

here's the main thing i wanna stress upon,

from the above verse from surah Az-Zumar,

Allah mentions ...

"..لا تقطوا من رحمة الله" "..do not despair of the mercy of Allah.."

in easy words, don't lose hope with Allah..

for he is the one and only place we should return to in times of despair..

and the only one we should ask help and put belief to...

so no matter how untrustworthy you are, how sinned are you...

seek and ask forgiveness from Allah.

though also remember, never to betray Allah after always receiving his blessings.

its just like a couple in love...lets say the girl would always want to receive his lover's 'gifts' of all sorts, namely chocolates, flowers, treats, and so on. the girl on the other hand would always treat his lover so badly like demanding expensive things, always come late to promised occasions etc.

if i was the boy, i'd just leave her and find another lady...

*btw, nobady's perfect i guess, a lame example huh..heheh, but take what's good

Rasulullah said to us in the 19th hadith of An-Nawawi's forty hadiths

"..Be mindful of Allah, and Allah will protect you. Be mindful of Allah, and you will find Him in front of you. If you ask, ask of Allah; if you seek help, seek help of Allah..."

I have always thank to Allah for what He has given to me..

being able to still continue medicine and more importantly to continue my life in this world.

A lot has changed since last year's incident. I can say i'm back like i was before, I think.

depends on what you fellow friends think..

All we can do right now is never to lose hope to Allah, as Rasulullah said

...احفظ الله يحفظك..

do what you're supposed to do, and Allah will grant your wishes insyaAllah..

Akhir kalam...lets benefit this early 10 holy days of zulhijjah...Allah promises us with

His great rewards InsyaAllah...

- ceramah sikit, ma'leish-

wassalam